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| 11:10pm 21/06/2005 |
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sometimes i hate my life.
this is one of those times. i was so happy today and it was the first day of summer and i looked surprisingly for how trashy i am. but my classes kick my ass and my computer's mission in life is to make me miserable.
i am so tired rigfht now i cannot think or keep my eyes open or breathe. but i know that i have to read 500 more pages of plato and in 6.5 hours wake up and walk a mile to school because the buses do not run this early and my bike is broken and then make sandwiches for spoiled UO kids in a bakery standing up for 3 hours and then go sit in classes for 7 hours and then come hom and read more and more and more philosophy and then go to bed and then do it all again. and i do not have enough money to buy food or allergy medicine because i only have $18 in my account because my loan wont come through and i am so scared i didnt get the loan and i am so scared someone is going to cash some random check and i am going to bounce it and have to pay more money and ruin my affairs since i already overdrafted a billion times and SOMEONE will not pay me for the comcast bill even though she uses the television more than i do and is online right now but i do not want to have to talk to her about it because i will just cry. and i had no time to do my reading today or to eat dinner or to relax because i was dirving around for an hour stuck in trafic trying to get food stamps, then on the phone consoling brad because he is unequipt to handle life and has SOOO many fucking problems with all of his money that he wastes on stupiud shit and his no school he has to go to and the jobs he has handed to him where he does shit. and aaaghgh i just hate everyone and everything right now. well actually only myself for getting myself into these situations. but i have to take these classes or i will never graduate. and i hate having to work but i have to. and i hate talking to brad when i told him i didnt want to be his friend anymore and i thought i could ignore him this year and hook up with random guys and not have that guilty i love brad thing in the back of my mind but then it turns out what guys want me anyway? so why do i even bother. and its all my fault but i dont think i can live without him because even though he gets himself into so much trouble and i am screaming at him on the phone to never call me again i wont hang up the phone. and its all my fault and i know its my fault but i cant lose my friends it hurts to bad. i cant let go of people. i want my friends to be my friends forever and it makes me sad to lose touch with them.
anyway. wlel yesterday was a lot better day than today. It was sunny and hot and sooo nice out. and i got ice cream in a waffle cone. and i went to dinner downtown with a bunch of my enighbors and we stole a case of beer that was sitting by our table at the eugene brewrey. well actually mostly rob stole it and i "covered" him by slowly walking in front of him and giggling a lot. and i sliped two beers in my purse which hurt as we ran down alleys.
but it was chocolate beer and tasted delicious and they were 22's and i got kinda drunk. oh and i hate rob's friends. i think that's all.
oh and in like in less than an hour it is MIZ KAYLA RHODE'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUUUUDY.
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| 07:47am 18/06/2005 |
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Bitch Bitch Bitch. All i do is complain seriously...my life is not THAT bad. although it is going to rain on my outdoor play. but I have always had bad luckj with wheather, everyone knows that.
that was some RANDOM fucking drama on the west salem bridge the other day. i was downtown with my mom stuck in traffic for foreeever. but at least we werent bitching about the traffic and inconvienince to our day while a man's life is at stake, even if he "just wants attenttion" like everyone else we happened to talk to downtown that day. whatever. west salemers are whiners.
yay to OSU playing in the world series today. i hopes they win.
and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIN mcBRILES!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!! |
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| 04:04pm 15/06/2005 |
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omg i'm watching the Boogyman with the guy from 7th Heaven and it is like ths tupidest movie ever i am laughing so hard. but i think that boogeyman like ate his girlfriend and his dad and now i have to see the end to figure out what happened to them.
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| 04:28pm 08/06/2005 |
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Fucking terrible. this whole week has been like this. I missed my english final this morning. and after freaking out and leaving a crying message on my gtfs phone and some illeterate emails to both her and professor peppis i finally baught dr. P in his office...and while stiff being the jerk he is, he told me i can take the test on friday at 11. although it is "well within his power to do nothing." thanks bro. Hes going to lower my grade by one level he said. hopefully that means one plus/minus whatever instead of one letter grade...because then thers no way i can pass the class. I had B- in my other intro classes, but I had a big C feeling about this one. and if i get a C- it doesnt count for the major. i will have to study soooo fucking hard these next few days. I almost want to call someone and see what the esay questions were on, but i would feel like an asshole. adn he will probably change the test somewhat anyway. I'm so fucking stupid.
The week was ACTUALLY not going too bad besides that. except for me not having any money, due to my debit card being lost and having no cash...plus only $50 in my bank acout anyway. If i dont get any money RIGHT AWAY for summer fianncial aid, i do not know waht i am going to do. I suppose i will have to take money out of my savings account to pay for rent. I am hoping I can ask megan and vicki if they do not want to pay for cable this summer, because that would relaly help, especially if there is only us 3. i wouldnt even mind not having the internet...even though i like it, i dont NEED it, and can check my email and whatnot at school. escepcially since i think with our wireless we can connect to whomever. hmmm. it is a sad day when an extra $30 or so a month helps me that much. and if i can get a job at the museum, i can hopefully try to get food stamps. If i dont ahve to pay for food...i really only need money for gas and rent. and i want to go out and stuff..but iff i cant afford it..well thats the way it is.
anyway. monday was supposed to be all good because i was going to a concert with my friends, but vicki and went there and it was rescheduled...for next monday. because they had printed the wrong date on the tickets. fucking wow hall. Its ok, but i really wanted to go and we were all drunk and happy and everything. plus next monday i guess ben and nick will be in portland at another show...plus that is Kim's birthday, and its not like i am going to ditch her as she was one of the two people that hung out with me on my birthday! It shall be fun though. yay going to bars with my 21 year old friends! i hope it stays as nice as it is now all summer!
tuesday was starting to be a lovely day as i had NOTHING to do. I went to a job interview at the emu which was ghetto but hopefully i can work there this fall if it fits into my scehdule. then i was having a nice time doing absolutely nothing and reading and watching TV and eating until i watched stupid Dr. Phil...and i hate how when i am by myself i will always cry when i see shows or anything about abusive relationships. because i know what it is like, and i think that could be me, and that could have been me, and that could be in me in 10 years with a ghetto husband a bad makeup and hair job. that COULD be any of my friends or family. and i just cried until megan came and watched it with me and we laughed at Dr Phil and how he doesnt know what he is tlaking about and is fat and the people are probably fake anyway.
but i dont get it. the stupid husband who hits his wife just because "he cant control his rage" or "doesnt understand any emotions besides mad and not mad. fucking bullshit. there is no excuse for that. not "she pissed me off" or if you were drunk, or on coke, and your girlfriend wouldnt let you drive home because you were drunkn and coked up. people dont get over those sorts of things.
and even though dr phil sucks sometimes i want to go to him just because he TELLS people things to do, to get over whatevet their problem is. and i dont like how he blames everyone,...because sometimes you ARE the victim. but i think he will help you get over it. because i really dont have to go to anyone to tell me why i am so screwed up about guys, anyone could tell you i need attention so i let myself get used but im afraid of getting hurt so i push everyone away at the same time. but that doesnt really help me. and its not going to help me ever to have a successful non ridiculus relationship.
well, either way. i guess I dont have to do with EVERYTHING. but dont hit your girlfriends people. and dont hit your wife or hit your husband or your boyfriend or your kids or anyone just because you dont know what else to do or are on coke. you're just going to fuck them up for life, because people dont forget things like that.
"There's no poetry between us"
Said the paper to the pen
Something's burning in the attic
That her tongue will not defend
Through the arc of conversation
Past the teeth behind the smile
Down the miracle mile
To the bottom of the ladder
Paint your eyes and hide the tatters
What's the matter baby?
Could we go downtown
To the middle of the world?
You were always such a pretty girl
And you told me I was beautiful
"There's no poetry between us"
Said the paper to the pen
"And I get nothing for my trouble
But the ink beneath my skin"
If your clothes are getting weary
And your soul's gone out of style
Blame the miracle mile
And the bottom of the ladder
Paint your eyes and hide the tatters
What's the matter baby?
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| 07:02pm 30/05/2005 |
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wow i am in the computer lab at the ibrary and this computer is GIANT. this is seriously the biggest monitor i have ever seen. AWESOME.
sooo memorial weekend! almost over. on friday I could have gone to a super sweet FREE concert with cooly mcBriles but too bad it did not work out, as my brother had my car and I had to go to Dominique's MFA concert. but it would have been fun. maybe some other time??! I went to her concert and it was really good..karla was in it and was very good. The cemetary piece was kind of weird but very respectful and interesting. Some of the pieces were a little MODERN, but I think I understood them and could appriciate them. I think being in enough of Domiique's classes has taught me to appriciate modern dance more so than I ever would have before, which is good. After the concert I went to Muchas Gracias with Heather which was awesome because it is in eugene now. haha salem kids remember when we used to go there like every firday??? the ghetto on state street with the two tables and you would always see SOMEONE you knew there. I like it more for the nostaga than the food i think. I went to a different concert that night, which was $5 more than the free snoop dogg i could have seen. haha. but it was pretty good anyway, and i guess it is good to support local artists and stuff.
so some pensive stuff...
on saturday i went to the beach with my friends, and on the way back we were playing this game where you just ask questions about your thoughts and lives or some thing, and there was this question "what was the happiest time of your life," or something like that. ANd I was trying to think about what it was. ANd i was thinking about the end of senior year of high school when we had no responsibilities and did all the fun senior stuff and skipped class all the time with briles and trace and andrea and nessa and just had fun. or the time when we had mike and tina's wedding in texas and my whole family was togetber and i got to spend time with Jenny and Blanche because my mom and their mom put aside their feud for the wedding. and it was so fun and happy. and then my freshman year spring term of college when i didnt have any real worries about school or money because i was just a stupid freshman who didnt know what i wanted to do with my life, and we just sat outside a lot and drank in our dorm, which was fun. but then i thought REALLY, the happiest time i ever had was when i was semi-with Brad and i spent all that time with him in Bend with his friends like Johl and Brandon and Chris and we went snowboarding all the time and i got to be really good, and we just hung out at the winter house and drank and watched TV and went to dinner and Brad and I went thrift store shopping during the day and would lie in bed together for like 5 horus every morning talking and watching old cartoons. And even when he would get all weirded out on whatever, and his friends caused drama, I didnt even care because i thought i loved him and we were sooooo stupid happy. and then when i would think back on those times, it didnt even matter that we weren't together any more or that things turned bad, because I thought that he really cared about me, at that point in time anyway and it was something real and that was what mattered.
BUT..after this summer when I told him for real we are going to only only only be friends and we aren't going to hook up anymore EVER because i didnt want that, and he had to accept that or not, and then he just stopped caring about me. and now never tries to contact me or be JUST my friend. so i think that those stupid time we had together back in the day weren't "real" at all. because he obviously didn't care about me as a friend and never did. ANd that was why I always loved Brad so much, because I thought he was just my perfect friend for me. Because even now I've never been with a guy who liked me just for my "personality" or whatever, not for how i looked or just for one night or what have you. so i always thought back about brad being that guy, but then once i tell him we are not going to hook up anymore and he stops talking to me it was obvious that was not true at all...ANd if thats what I thought was the happiest time in my life, and it was all just bullshit...well i dont know. it just breaks my heart.
so then i got to thinking about why I always end up fucking up my friendships with boys. and except for Jason they usually just fizzle away or end up with them hating me, like all of brad's friends. And then for some reason i got to thinking about Justin and Amanda. and then it actually made me feel a little better. Because I realize I always blame Amanda for why Justin and I weren't really friends, but really, it goes a lot deeper than that. I know that Justin and I will never hook up or whatever like i used to want when I had a crush on him or throuhg all of that dramtic stuff, and maybe it is because he is much more attactive than me, but really, I dont WANT a realtinship with him. I am only going ot be his friend, we've been friends for 16 years and i'm not going to throw it away because i dont like his girlfriend. we just aren't compatible. he is the one who makes me feel sleazy for hooking up with random guys, and like an alcoholic for having a few drinks at parties (very hypocrital there though!!!), and like a sinner for not evangalizing jesus to every person I meet on the street. And just because I dont go with all of his little moods and obsessions and quirks, like i was too goody-goody when he was all into drinking and being a suicidal badass, or now i'm too sinful for him when he's on his religious streak. And so Amanda really is the best person for him. Just like Jenn was the right person for him when he was nutty. And just like Karen and JOdie and the other Amanda and Kim are NEEVER the right girls for him, and yes it did make me really upset that he dated them all but never me...but I do realize that our friendship was a lot deeper than any other theirs, and we were friends since we were 5 years old, and its really hard to start dating because of that. I know that he always thought of me as a sister and he was like my brother, and I think i was just jealous of all the other girls because i have a problem with jealously, i realize that. and when i bitched about how Amanda wasn't as good for him as Jenn was, and boycotted their friendhsip becuse i felt it would be wrong to Jenn, i am really just jealous of amanda, because she is so pretty and everyone loves her, and even if i know she is a bitch..whatever. It is Justin's problem not mine, and i should just accept it and let it go, like I do most other things in life. I dont know why it is so easy for me to not judge other people in my life, and usually i try to give everyone the benefit of the doubt and let little things slide for the benefit of our friendship as a larger whole...with that crowd I just pick apart EVERYTHING, and the more people praise amanda, the more i dislike her. but i guess it doesn't really matter, since i never see them anyway.
just a random bout of thinking this weekend i guess. I suppose it is good though, i was able to come to some epiphanies and figure some things out that i have never really thought about before. I should smoke pot more often.
anyway the rest of the weekend was uneventful..both outwardly and inwardly. i sat around my apartment a lot and drank a lot of beer. which i rather enjoyed, i could see me doing this in the future. so i suppose i shall be happy wherever i end up after college, as long as there is beer! and as long as i am not in salem or eugene. eugene was really pissing me off today. I saw some bumper sticker with some stupid saying on it like "celebrate diversity" or something about needing love that while i agree with in concept i think is just bullshit buzzwords that dont really mean a whole lot. i dont know, i am just annoyed with eugene people. but i suppose i dont like salem people, and when i go to portland i get sick of portland people, and i dont like california people when i am there who are too rich and fake and trendy, and while i was only in new york for the most a little oever a week i got sick of new york people, and i get sick of washington people their obession with sports, and i got sick of Georgia people and their shallowness, and texas people and how loud they are...the only people i suppose were alright with me are Nebraska people, although the midwest in general i find too boring to be in for too long. So I guess my point is you get sick of any place after enough time there. So maybe I will be like an Eric Bogosian character when I grow up and will never be satisfied and learn that unsatisfaction is the point of life. Although right now I think that unsatisfaction is just a state of mind. So i suppose that was more of an optimistic epiphany than a pessimistic one, i just have to remember that wherever i end up.
i should really write a book with all of these earth-shattering thoughts i have. Erin's Thoughts on Life. ha-ha. yes sarcasm does not translate well on the internet but that was sarcastic. i think i am just procrastinating with the stupid online journal..which i am embrassed to write in in public. and wow this guy who just came and sat by me in the computer lab i made out with once freshman year when we were drunk. i do not think he recognizes me. this is terribly awkward!
but i will remain here and do some more job search on the internet. this is harder than it should be. all the jobs are clerical work which i do not want. i really am scared about money this summer. yikes.
okay i should stop writing the Longest Entry Ever now..since no one really cares. i think i am just jazzed up on the venti double shot coffee and cigarette i just had. |
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| 10:18am 16/05/2005 |
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mood:  smokin' music: the movielife- single white female
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You Are 20% Normal
(Occasionally Normal)
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You sure do march to your own beat...
But you're so weird, people wonder if it's a beat at all
You think on a totally different wavelength
And it's often a chore to get people to understand you |
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| 07:07pm 10/04/2005 |
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mood: annoyed music: mae- goodbye goodnight
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for anyone who is not as computer-retarded as me...but you know when you scan a picture, not to print but to save on your computer, and it has all that white space because it was scaned, and the picture is just in a little corner and is all small? Yeah so does anyone know how to cut out that white space? And make it normal looking? I've totally done this before but I dont remember how.
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| 07:31pm 12/03/2005 |
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this is the worst day of my life.
worst things have happened to me. and i am sure worse things are going to happen to me. but i do not remember feeling this consistantly bad about myself and this utterly worthless and devestated as i do now. |
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| 02:49am 30/01/2005 |
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yes so BORING eugene and no parties and no one doing anything except for way the hell out on 27 and willamette + erin being depressed about STUPID fucking boys (more more more on this later i am sure) =
erin cocktail of rum and codine.
sooooo sleepy right now. yes maybe there is a reason they say not to mix codine and alchy. and maybe there is a reason why chris likes it so. but fuck this fuck everyone i'm so pissed off right now, and sad on the inside and i dont want to complain about it to vicki and kim anymore because it is all i do, and there is nothing left to say....but i feel so depressed about boys. and now i fucking hate brandon so much (not althea's brandon of course...). and he made me feel tonight like a fucking loser and a drug addict even though HE is the one who does fucking coke and CRACK and fucking METH...wtf??!?!! but then i get all angry and end up doing fucking codine and feeling like the pill-popping loser he makes me sound like to everyone. even though i guess he doesnt even know...and i have a fucking PERSCRIPTION, its not like i'm fucking stealing my friends prozac like he fucking did...and i actually have a fucking cough and a problem, i'm not some strung out junkie. okay now i guess justifying is the first step to blah blah blah. i'm just depressed.i hate it when people make me feel like shit. and i hate that brad stood up for me last night and make me feel like an asshole for how i treat him when he actually does something nice. and i hate that i wasnt there while all this shit went down and well, i guess i'm not really...but i wish i could have stood up for myself. and i hate people tlaking about me behind my back. and i hate people telling shit about me thats none of anyone's business like we were in middle school or something. and i hate how that conversation with brad went lkast night. and i hate how hes like afraid to talk to me but not haley and she has to tell him to stay away from me, and even though i love her for that and i'm happy shes one of the best friends i've ever had and will help me out so much...i still hate feeling jealous of her that she has this amazing (okay im exaggerating) relationsup with her boyfriend and has actually found someone she loves and is still with her first boyfriend and first love because that is so cute..and i hate the fact that i'm sure brad does wonder why he didnt ever end up with her because she's so freaking beautiful and i'm just ugly..even though that mkes no sense because the only reason he knows her is through me and they're not even friends and he's not my boyfriend anyway, and i'm just crazy and jealous and so confused. and i hate the bend girls and that they were there last night and now have more reasons to think they are better than me since john and brandon told everyone about how i'm apparently a slut and a drunk and i did oxy cotin and i cried over brad and i cried because john said i was ugly and i apparently have an eating disorder.....and i hate these fucking people so much, they make me feel like the worst most fucked up person ever when im not even CLOSE to as fucked up as they are, i havent even heard of half of the drugs they're on and have done but still i never tell anyone about it and i never mock them for it like they do me. goddamn it. ... . . .. i didnt mean to ramble on so much about this, i am just upset. perhaps i shall delete this later. yeah and i dont mean to be so cryptic and weird sounding but i'm sure i will tell all this story later when i am not so tired. and lucy i will i guess tell you later but you should tlak to haley..its not that big of a deal dont worry! i'll write you an email. just some drama-rama like usual. and hey BRANDON if you are reading this, a big fat FUCK YOU ASSHOLE. i may hate confrontations and may be too shy to say anything to your face or call you....but you are a fucking terrible person..there i said it. dont take your fucking insecurities out on me, dont talk about me, dont fucking steal from your friends...dont be such a fucking lsoer. and i'm sorry i know you have a problem and i know drugs are a serious problem, but get your fucking act together. you're not a child, you know what you're doing. and i wish you had more non-fucked up friends like johl to set you straight, but a pity they are too fucked up themselves to help you, and too bad for you i'm not your fucking friend anymore, and i never will be...since brad was right i AM a good person, and i'm a non-messed up person, and yeah i would be able to help you, because i help MY FRIENDS and i dont give up on them, but i guess your life is your life now since i do not care.
that is all.
how many times can i say fuck in an entry? quite a bit i am guessing.
this weekend is NOT cool. and next week = the week of hell w/ 2 papers, and 3 midterms. next weekend had better be as freaking fun as you can get. ANNNYONE call me w/ some fun fun fun!!! or else i shall head up to p-town for some dancin'
okay i need to stop rambling. drugs are bad kids, seriously dont do drugs. |
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| 10:25am 29/11/2004 |
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mood: okay music: mariah carey- all i want for x-mas is youuuu
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I HAVE HO NAILS!
AND SPACE GHOST ON DVD!!!!!!!!
= I WIIIIIN!!!!!!!!!!
xoxoxo
quote of the day:
"there's a time and a place for everything. its called college."
- south park
(which i also now have on dvd! i win!! and my money loses!!!)
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| I AM TEH COOLEST |
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| 06:49am 09/11/2004 |
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mood: tired music: da BEASTIE BOYSSSS
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YAAAAY ash kicks ALLL ya'lls asses!! |
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| 01:12pm 02/11/2004 |
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mood: lethargic music: O
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Okay, does it disturb anyone else that no matter what happens in this election tonight, by tomorrow our next president will be someone who's masterbated in a coffin? or am i the only creep who thinks about this...?
okay peace out. GO VOTE FOR JOHN KERRY YOU MOTHER FUCKERS.
ralph nader is a stupid hippie
p.s.s...how the fuck is that icon LETHARGIC??? |
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| 11:54pm 16/09/2004 |
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mood:  shocked music: ty and melissa singing Judy is a Punk as they leave. how sad
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tyler is retarded.
but i had to write here to say the saddest news of my life: johnny ramone died! RIP buddy. mcLucy and I had MANY a good dance contest to you! And we did some mega singing in Argentina for him. Everyone there LOOOVEss the ramones. k, i am going to go listen to my ramones anthology. this is sad.
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| 10:54pm 13/09/2004 |
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mood: irritated music: penfold- i'll take you everywhere
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well, i did not think i was that scandalous, but look at that. although i guess compared to mr. obeo man's 94% everyone is scandalous. oh well, most of those things were just sick though.
so i don't need to be posting sooooOOOOoo much but i just spent WAY too much time doing that so i had to share!!
i just made the best sandwhich ever: it was a warm pita bread, with yummy hummus, feta cheese, chedder cheese, and lettuce. it was so so good. and it reminds me, Heather T Disney we better have classes @ the same times on wednesdays so we can have our Pita Pit lunches!!! i would die w/o them!!
now my windows media player is being a asshat and not recording my cd, and i am so sad. it only records 11 songs, WTF???!!! @#$^!&*#(*#
i hate bill gates!!! |
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| 11:08pm 25/06/2004 |
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OHHHH. Yep. I'm leaving for ALASKA tomorrow. so many depressing entries...i'm not really that depressed. Or i'm not at the moment. VBS is over. yess. Last night I hung out with tracee forever, then we went to the gov. cup with vanessa, and then went and watched Secret Window, and were all girly girly over johnny depp...and it was a good good wholesome evening that i miss SOO much about old salem. And then i came home @ 1, and my sis was back from Europe, so i sat and takled with her until about 3 about rome and paris. And I'm so glad she's back now, and i'm so glad she got to go and experience that. I feel bad i was ever jealous that she got to go. She appriciates all of that art and cultural things a lot more than I do. So I woke up today feeling alright. Then i was super rushed getting ready for trip, and the end of VBS, and giving damned 3 year olds cupcakes. with candy on top. Little kids do NOT need that much sugar. yeah. and a little 6th grader asked if i had a boyfriend, and i told him harry potter was my boyfriend. I'm a creep i know. Last week megan and i movie hopped to harry potter. good times good times. but now...i'm here, all packed, and not feeling too bad. I went to the olive garden to celebrate the lovely kayla's b-day, with heather good times disney, and mr. jon. good times. now i'm watching the history channel with my brother. yep. have a good 10 days all..i will miss you. *sniff sniff*...
EVERYONE LEAVE ME COMMENTS SO I HAVE SOMETHING COOL TO READ WHEN I GET BACK!!!
xoxox
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| 11:09am 13/06/2004 |
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OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH OH OH OH...
I'm a nerd of all nerds and megan convinced my to join FRIENDSTER. I KNOW i said i never would, but i did! so yeah, everyone who's on it should add me: ERIN FANSHIER...
my email is discorocket@truepunk.com
and if your not on it, you should join! and anyway, just go read my profile. it rocks. |
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| 11:40pm 10/03/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: jesus and mary chain- psycho candy
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lets see how this goes
you weirdos wanting to read my thoughts...
oh well..this journal will be rad, not like my lame one back from the day.
p.s. FRIENDS ONLY SUCKAS
comment and i'll add ya |
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